Is feeling B's movements. His movements have changed across the last week. From the usual thumping and jerking to the now slow movement elbowing you and feeling him move from one end to another end. Every time he does that, its like slow motion and I get a cheap thrill out of it. He's doing it again as I'm typing this. So much for bonding, I feel like I have a secret that only he and I know.
I'm starting to get anxious, like, really anxious about the EDD. Part of me can't wait to meet B, part of me worries I won't be a good mother and care for him enough. How much is too much? When is it to stop? When to let go? How much control to exercise? Will he love me?
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
Sweettttttttttttt....I miss those feelings too.
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