The Reality

Now that the reality has sunk in, I am somewhat starting to feel the jitters all over again.

Until we see beanie's heartbeat on the screen, everything remains uncertain. So I'm trying to keep a positive mindset and channel all the positivity to beanie, we all know how hard he/she is working now.

Besides the fatigue, everything else is going great. I told DH I have a feeling this round I will have food cravings as compared to the last where my appetite weren't great and absolutely NO cravings. Maybe that was why I managed to only put on 8kg for the entire pregnancy. This time, I hope not to exceed 10kg through diet control and hopefully able to squeeze some exercise in.

As when I was expecting B, I had a lot of dreams. Sex dreams mainly. And also I kept dreaming I was smoking and inhaling deeply or finishing a cigarette before remembering I was pregnant. This bloody nightmare is back to haunt me again. I haven't had a cigarette in a real long time, so why this dream again?!

One more week to the doctor's appointment, see you then beanie!