When I found out a friend was pregnant, I was so happy for her. But I also couldn't help but feel so disappointed that I wasn't pregnant yet. It took all of me to not show my disappointment as it was her moment.
I am truly happy for her, but I am also very jealous. I guess it has to do with the fact that I'm competitive by nature. I've always excelled in school, at work, but now.... zilch. Of course, I'm not competing against my friends, I'm just impatient. Didn't helped when I tried to subtly asked if DH would consider checking in with a doctor. His response, a flat "not yet".
When, oh when, is your answer going to be, "ok"?
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