Ah Chooooo

Turns out B's sniffles was caused by allergic reaction rather than the common cold. Allergic to what I'm not sure but I have been letting him roam around the house rather than just restricting him to his play yard and room. He seems to fancy our carpets, which is the main culprit for trapping dust, so that could be a possible reason to his sneezing and watery eye. But I'm glad it's all over.

I've been trying to teach him "gong xi gong xi" everyday, hopefully he can master it in time for cny, which I doubt so coz everytime I try to teach him, he's completely uninterested. But babies surprise us all the time, like how he understands "give xx a kiss". I'm still beaming with pride whenever he leans in for a kiss, but what I'm not is, he kisses anyone who ask for it. Duh.

To Each His Own

I've always tried to mind my own business, afterall, to each his own isn't it?  Besides everyone is entitled to their opinion as long as you don't trample on others along the way while making your point. To be at this stage yet making insensitive remarks, no respect for others is somewhat sorry.

There could have been a series of comeback but then again, what for? I'm only just constantly amazed by the things people would do and say just to feel validated and secure. Flabbergasted is a better word. Oh just move on already.

There's Gotta Be A First

Well, the thing I've dreaded is here. B has fallen ill. He's having the sniffles and I suspected he might he caught it from me even before my symptoms appeared.

Last week, there was a day where he had fever and after 2 dosage of paracetamol given for standby in case of fever after vaccine, he was fine. I suspected it could be due to his teething.

Yesterday he kept sneezing and I saw dried mucus crust around his nose. Lo and behold, this morning it become full fledged runny nose mucous. Apart from the dripping nose, he's still his usual self, cheerful and cheeky, thank god. But my heart aches. Guess there's not much I can do except to keep spray the saline nasal spray and sucking his mucus out.

This was the third suck. Luckily B found the sucking amusing otherwise it will be a lot more difficult to remove his mucus.

My dear baby, please get well soon.

Melted Heart

My first yoga session in the new year today, have been very much looking forward to it. Not that I wanted to get away from B, but the me-time felt good and I was eager to tone up and exercise.

Anyway, after my session, I went back to a baby whose face lit up and gave me the sweetest sweetest smile to welcome me back. And I even received a kiss without much coaxing.

Oh baby, you sure know the way to mummy's heart.

Chinese New Year 2014

This year CNY is earlier than usual and I'm excited because it is B's first CNY! Sure I'm worried about having to stay out late etc, but what to do? If we can avoid staying out past his bed time, I will.

Anyway, last year I attempted to bake pineapple tarts and other goodies with a baby bump. I didn't think I will be able to bake any this year, but I actually found time to do it. Whilst I tried the enclosed tarts last year, this time round, I did the exposed ones.

Locked In

Since we moved B to his own room when he was about 3 months old, I had a nagging unease that our windows do not have grilles. Sure he's too young but something just didn't feel right. So I discussed with DH about getting the grilles installed.

Our minds were pretty much set on the invisible grilles but I did source and asked for quotes. Whilst the normal grilles are much cheaper, aesthetically I think the invisible grilles are better. 

The guys came over for the installation and it's completed except for the service yard window. tTyere goes our "outdoor balcony" but at least I have a peace of mind.

Woes of a First Time Mum

Being a mother is the most difficult thing I've been tasked with, ever.

I'd always done well in school, in extra-curriculum activities, at work. Despite my rebellious teenage years, I scored in my O Levels. Despite my hatred for my JC, I somehow ended up being the president of the club I was in. Despite not sitting for my As, I managed to do well in my diploma while working at the same time. I often top the class when doing my degree. At work, I have more often than not been recognised for my efforts, hard work and being a leader. All these, if you realise, are things within my control. 

As a mother, there are MANY things that are beyond my control. Such as baby's sleeping habits. I guess one could argue about sleep training, but unfortunately to me, it is not an option. I am sure there are many mothers out there who have successfully trained their babies and are reaping the fruit. Like I mentioned before, there are always different camps and school of thoughts.

As I was about to launch into a whole load of whiny, sob story about B's napping habits, I paused. Because I was trying to think what other problems/challenges I've faced with him, besides his naps. Seriously, there isn't. I know I'll probably jinx it by saying this but whatever, I should count my blessing and be thankful for an easy baby. He is such a happy and playful baby most of the time. The only difficult moments with him are his nap times. But this only happened after I stopped putting him in a sarong, so I guess the fault is mine.

He falls asleep easily when I'm wearing him, but I did not want it to be a habit. Again, stubborn me. What's the difference with putting him in a carrier and then put him back in the cot when he's asleep versus carrying him and rocking him to sleep, then putting him in the cot? I am so stubborn and rigid that I'm upset with myself. But, I'm trying. Really trying to let it go.

So instead of how this post was originally gonna be, complain complain complain, I think this post will serve as a reminder to me - everytime I want to complain about how tough my life is... think about how it could be worse.

Sorry baby. Mummy's been selfish and isn't doing a great job. Bear with me while I try harder.